i miss you everyday and things are getting better! / Mommy (Mommy)Read >>
i miss you everyday and things are getting better! / Mommy (Mommy)
Hi Baby i know its been a little while since i wrote you and i am again sorry for that life is just crazy and its sometimes hard to sit down and be able to write to you but i am sure you know that...Me and your daddy are back together now with the help of god and i am sure you we have worked things out and are doing better then ever!!! daddy is in afghanistan but got here today for R&R and i know you will watch over him when he is here and when he goes back to afghanistan...we just had yoru little brother on april 7th 08 he is adorable but i am sure you know that and he as all your other sisters and brother will know about you. i love you and miss you everyday and will write again soon
I miss you everyday...but i know you are watching over me and helping me through everything!!! / Mommy I. Love You Baby (MOther)Read >>
I miss you everyday...but i know you are watching over me and helping me through everything!!! / Mommy I. Love You Baby (MOther)
Hi Baby....I know I light candles to you but it has been awhile sense i have had time to sit down and write to you and I am sorry for that...My life has been really crazy lately I haven't exactly made some of the best choices in the past couple months which by fault of my own noone else's things have been really hard for me lately mommy is going through alot of things right now and none of them really make any sense at all...there are things that i thought would never happen that have or are...there are people that i thought would never be a certain way to me that aren't being as nice as they could be or as understanding as they could be...but thats just how some people are i guess i am nowhere near perfect thats for sure....I miss you everyday, every minute, I wish you were here every second but i know there are reason's that you can't be but i know you are in a better place with freinds up there...and i know you are watching out for me and your daddy and sisters and brothers....I know that some of your brothers and sisters aren't old enough yet to know you or understand why you are not here but they will...MaKayla and Coby miss you everyday...they talk about you they have your pictures in there room....they still cry sometimes as we all do...it still hurts alot more some days then others but with good reason....i know i have made some mistakes lately and no so smart decisions but hopefully one day people will learn to forgive me and that life is to short and cause i made a mistake don't make me a horrible person....me and your daddy are not together anymore but i know you will continue to watch over him and keep him safe especially when he goes to afghanistan in April...he will need you the most then just like when he was in Iraq last year....keep him safe angel and watch over him and all of us...daddy's family and mine. I love you baby and i wil always miss you and never totally understand why you are not here i just choose to believe that god had his own plan for you....I love you and mommy will write again soon....have fun with your freinds angel boy I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
I am sorry / Kristina Wierzchowski (Aunt)
Christian, I am so sorry for waiting more than 2 years to write you something but you have been on my mind recently. I never really got to say how much I love you and how much I was going to miss you. I have been out of your mommy and daddies lives for a bit and now you have younger siblings. I miss you so much and the rest of your family. I hope you can forgive me and the rest of them too. I love you all so much. I really hope to be able to get on here more and talk to you. Love Always your Aunty Kristina Wierzchowski Close
I won't be able to visit your grave anymore / Melynda Bosch (Aunt)Read >>
I won't be able to visit your grave anymore / Melynda Bosch (Aunt)
Christian I came to see you this week and it will probably be the last time I am able to for a long time. It was very hard for me to sit there and talk to you. You are missed so much and loved more than I could ever express. Your uncle Tim and I and your cousins are moving soon and we will be a long long way away. But no matter how far we are from you and and your mommy and daddy we will always be thinking of all of you. I will try to make another trip to visit you in the next 24 days before we leave my sweet innocent nephew. Keep watching over your mommy, daddy, sisters and brother. They have you with them in their hearts everyday. Close
A brief moment of darkness was all that I knew, before Heaven's Gate came into my view. Loved ones and friends I had missed for many years, welcomed me with open arms and many happy tears. All the hurt, fear, and pain that I have ever known, is gone from my life, I am finally home. I gazed upon the Lord's sweet smiling face, and for the first time in my life I knew and felt His grace. I know that you miss me, but please dry your eyes. I will always be watching and loving you from my new home in the sky. A cool breeze on your face, a touch of light rain, I will send as a reminder that we will be united again. Life on earth is but one brief moment in time, I am finally home, Eternity is mine.
RIP/ Mindy Bosch (Aunt)
Christian you left this earth 2 years ago and we all miss you dearly. We know you are in a better place without the pain you felt here on earth. We know you have family around you caring for you. We are all remembering the short days you spent here with us. Keep an eye on mommy and daddy and your sisters and brother today will be especially hard for them. Remember that they love you and will be with you when it is there time. You may be gone from this earth but you will never be forgotten. Your daddy's little soldier and mommy's little sweetheart. Stay sweet my nephew.
i cant wait a couple of day / Daddy (daddy)Read >>
i cant wait a couple of day / Daddy (daddy)
hey there little guy i cant wait a couple of day to write you again. you would have been 2 yesterday. mommy and i wonder all the time what you would like now, how tall you would be, how many teeth you would have at least i do, how much hair, how piercing those blue eyes that you would have had would be. damn there is so much on our minds about you. but i do know that you are up there with your greatgrandpa Randy and he is probably picking at a guitar and singing to everyone like he loved to do when he was here with us before he passed in 98' that took a hell of a toll on me also. but no matter how much i loved my grandpa my love for you will always be much much more greater, the loss of you is much greater. if grandpa was still on this earth with us today he would of loved to hold you cuase it would have reminded him so much of me when i was born. i just wish that i could have done with you what he did with me and lay you on my chest and watch you fall asleep and end up falling asleep right along with you. there is not a day that doesnt go by that i dont see me holding you that night that we turned the machines off man that was the hardest decision that mommy and i had to make in our entire lives. damnit if i could go back in time to hold you once more i would do it. i have messed up alot of things in this life that you, mommy,me,grandpa, and god himself know about. ive said a few things against you and grandpa that ended up hurting all of us more than we know. if i could go back and change the hands of time i would have done those things so differently you guys would have never been brought into it especially your sisters, you guys are my flesh and blood and i hurt you guys without you even knowing about it well you do but your sissies dont at least not yet they dont. i hope they never do find out what has been done. i kick myself in the ass everyday for lying on you guys wether it was for stupid shit or not it should have never been done. the thought should have never crossed my mind to bring you guys into it knowing the consequences. now i have hurt mommy so much now that she dont know whats the truth or whats a lie and all of them have been really stupid lies really fucking stupid and i regret even thinking about lying to mommy as much as i have i want to take them all back and tell the truth to her even if i could do that she still wont trust me or believe me. and that is my fault and that will never change never. mommy dont ever know anymore if i am telling her the truth or telling her a lie cause i have lied so much to her in the past 2 1/2 years that anything i say she dont believe. like i have said before little guy if i could go back in time there is alot that i would change, do differently. there is to much to change if i could. if i could get mommy to believe me on a few things now i would feel so much better than i already do, but that will be a cold day in hell. im gonna get going im gonna try and get some sleep now. watch over us in these next few weeks over here please and keep us out of harms way. and watch mommy and your siblings all 5 of them. see you later my son. i love you and miss you buddy. cya my little angel, love daddy. again Close
happy birthday my son / Daddy (daddy)
hey there my son i know i should have written on here lastnight/yesterday but i didnt and i feel bad for not doing so. but i wanted to wish you happy 2nd birthday i love you and miss you so much my son. ill be home to see you soon. watch over me and my guys on our home stretch to getting home to you our families. keep us in your safety and the lords. im gonna get off of here cause im still really tired but ill be back in a couple of days to write some more to you. love you and miss you so much bud. watch over mommy and your sisters and older brother and sister keep all of them out of harms way to and keep mommy sane at least till i get home please lol. love you my son and missing you everyday. love always and thinking of you always, daddy Close
HAPPY BIRTHDAY / Melynda Bosch (Aunt)
Happy 2nd Birthday Christian. I really miss you and love you. I know mommy and daddy miss you and love you every second of every day. Give them strength so they can make it these next few days. It's probably going to be difficult on them. Make sure you can keep good watch on daddy he is in a very bad place and he gets to come home soon. Give mommy the strength to take care of you brother and sisters.
Birthday/ Makayla And Coby (sister/brother)Read >>
Birthday/ Makayla And Coby (sister/brother)
Happy Birthday Christian! We love you and we miss you. Happy 2 birthday Chrstian!Your cute. Close
Happy Birthday My Little Angel!!! / Mommy (Mommy)Read >>
Happy Birthday My Little Angel!!! / Mommy (Mommy)
It's so hard to believe you would be 2 years old today...It's a very hard day for mommy and daddy to who is in Iraq. We know that with each birthday comes also the anniversary of your passing which is a hard day too. I wonder alot what you would look like, how much hair you would have, what you would be doing and much more. It's hard knowing you have a beautiful baby that can't be with you for what ever reasons god has...it just don't seem fair at times. I know god has or had his reason's for doing what he did but it don't make it any easier or less hurtful...Your brothers and sisters miss you so much too...I wish they all could have got to see you and know you...MaKayla and Coby think and speak of you often even though they don't totally understand completely i don't think any of us do though or ever really will. I know you watch over us everyday and keep us safe from harm's way especially daddy who needs it the most...he is due to come home soon so watch over him until he does and make sure he comes home to us please....You are a very strong boy we all know that and if i didn't think you could do it i wouldn't ask. You proved to us all how strong you were when you fought as long as you did to hold on...Mommy and Daddy just had to let you know it was ok to let go....the 21st is gonna be a hard day for us too that's the day we had to let you go...the day we had to get the strength to turn your machines off and let you go ourselves...but we know you were suffering and you just couldn't and shouldn't have had to go through that anymore...but mommy loves you and is tired it is 12:19 am now i will write again soon i promise.....I love you angel boy always remember that.. Lots of Hugs and Kisses Too You...Happy 2nd Birthday Baby Boy!!! Close
My sweet nephew / Mindy (Aunt)
Christian my sweet innocent nephew...I miss you more than I could ever say. These past almost 2 years have been hard especially on your mommy and daddy. It seems like just yesterday that they were so excited about you coming into this world. I wish you could have spent more time with them. You know that they love you very much and they are always thinking of you. As we all are. I love you very much Christian and I know you are watching over daddy in Iraq and mommy and your sisters and brother at home. Keep them strong sweet angel. We all love you!!! Close
hey there son i know its been a while since i last wrote anything to you better late than never they always say. this tour is almost over i got about 30 days left in this shit hole called iraq thank god about time. as you already know i have had a few close calls since i have been over here thanks for watching over me so far please dont stop i would like to make it home to mommy and your brother and 4 sisters oh yeah mommy had another girl she is so beautiful looks just like mommy too. please watch over mommy and your brother and sisters for me too since im not home yet please i know im asking you to multi task and if you are anything like daddy your not very good at that lol. but daddy is really tired so im gonna let you go and get to bed after i tell mommy night and love her and miss her and all that mushy stuff he he. good night my son i love you and miss you so much we will be together again sooner or later. you are always on my mind cya later my son night bud. love you buddy, daddy
my son / Robert (daddy)
my son where do i begin? i dont know where to start its been hell with you gone its been hard for the past 1 yr and 8 months and its been hell over here to im scared that im not gonna make it home to your sisters and your mommy i love them and miss them so much i need all of them so much especially mommy i miss her so much. i am beggining to really hate that saying everything happens for a reason cause i have so many why why why questions that i want and need answered some have been aswered and i didnt like the outcome. there is not a day that i dont kiss your picture good night along with the rest of your sisters and your brother. i have found out that i cant sleep at night if i dont kiss you, mommy and your sisters and your brother good night. i wish that i could hold you one last time i wish that i had your strength my son cause im fuckin' up and big time. i need your help and ask grandpa to give me some guidance on my situation cause i need it so bad. please watch over mommy and your sisters and brother and the rest of the family. i love you son see you when god says im ready. you are my personal gaurdian and i thank you very much. love you and miss you so much christian. say hi to paul grandpa randy and grandpa wierzchowski for me. talk to you when i can bud.love you my son. cya Close
"HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY CHRISTIAN" / Johnette Moninger (Friend)Read >>
"HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY CHRISTIAN" / Johnette Moninger (Friend)
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